Friday, March 6, 2009

stammer,stammer~

And so...as quick as lightning,1st week is about to end.Everything is fine...a bit excited for first 2 days...then adrenaline went away...

Yesterday,attended 2nd OHR tutorial,and about to discuss the 1st tutorial that we skipped.My group should be the 1st to present but then I only got to know that we have to present and explain the multiply choice question on the transparency as well...and we didn't have anything transparency whatsoever...we just hung our mouth open like noobies...Then he say,"I thought I had made myself very clear."I just thought to myself, "Sorry sir,you didn't make yourself really clear!"cz another group too didn't expect this too...so..okay...sir is not really satisfied...I can tell by the way he smirked.
The tutorial went on anyway,with other groups...and we manage to borrow a transparency and do our stuffs on the spot...haha!!Thank God Jasmine can read my ugly hand-writing,she write on the transparency while I scribble away...thinking what to "bulls**t" like an idiot in front.My turn came ...I just bulls**t what I can remember at the same time having trouble pronouncing the word "FORMALISATION"!!What was wrong with me?!Stammering non-stop...but I managed to stop myself from transforming into a red tomato...I blush when I'm nervous,blush when I paiseh,blush again when I am furious!!I hate it but I can't help it...it made me so red !He questioned me...I continue bulls**thing...he wrote something down...and at last he muttered "good"..haha..claps anyway...we did it!Wee~~


Actually,felt a little off colour today ,my irrational mood swings is driving me crazy...survived the whole afternoon, continue to allow my friends to distract me...I can't survive without them...lecture was a little bored...lame jokes...can't laughed...but i need to smile at least...the weather was okay...walk to station with friends...boarded the bus...felt worst...hot weather...burning my skin...came back..headed for the shower.Eat,still feeling hot..my throat~ Felt the soar there...and already...argh!!No...no time to fall sick...I'll be fine...going to take a nap...everything will be fine...

Oh...I think i knew why...tomorrow...results will be release...Now I know...it should be that...thats what keep me burning inside...okay..I better stop here...i think my tone is so flat here it bored u guys out...I can't help it...I'll come back when I feel better,right now I need to fall into a deep sleep~zzzzzzzzz~

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