Sunday, February 28, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
imperfection.
It all happened too suddenly. Glad everything returned to normal. 14th February was not okay..so is the 15th,16th,17th..so on..but everything is fine now.I hope you are okay too. Really. Who's fault was that. I don't want to know anymore,it isn't important now. Misunderstandings I hope it was. I don't know.Partly..it was my fault.MINE...no..not partly..overall? Hurm~
I'm really not good at this, will not be..anytime soon. Selfish me...I was...and I'm still am..I may lose someone dear to me, due to my own fault. I have no courage to do this. I have so much things to do, so much wants..so much to think. I may lose someone I care so dearly,I may bleed inside like hell..but I don't even have the courage to cry...that is how imperfect I was. Imperfect!
I don't always have my way all the time.Mostly,actually...I am frustrated when I can't have things my way. And to have things my way,of course I have to be someone capable of standing on my own. I don't wanna lose now. Some people around me do not really understand why I take life too seriously.Maybe...they were mostly born with 'silver spoon'. I'm not that lucky, like others..I have to work extra hard to achieve what I want.
Things are so unstable lately.I afraid,of losing something when I got something else. Why is it so hard? Sometime I even wake up from my sleep and wonder why am I here. Sometimes,I'm sick of people's expectations around me. Sick of everything. So bothered that I forgotten what I want in the 1st place. Sometimes,I'm afraid of letting people down. Give me a break people.
I'm really not good at this, will not be..anytime soon. Selfish me...I was...and I'm still am..I may lose someone dear to me, due to my own fault. I have no courage to do this. I have so much things to do, so much wants..so much to think. I may lose someone I care so dearly,I may bleed inside like hell..but I don't even have the courage to cry...that is how imperfect I was. Imperfect!
I don't always have my way all the time.Mostly,actually...I am frustrated when I can't have things my way. And to have things my way,of course I have to be someone capable of standing on my own. I don't wanna lose now. Some people around me do not really understand why I take life too seriously.Maybe...they were mostly born with 'silver spoon'. I'm not that lucky, like others..I have to work extra hard to achieve what I want.
Things are so unstable lately.I afraid,of losing something when I got something else. Why is it so hard? Sometime I even wake up from my sleep and wonder why am I here. Sometimes,I'm sick of people's expectations around me. Sick of everything. So bothered that I forgotten what I want in the 1st place. Sometimes,I'm afraid of letting people down. Give me a break people.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Something isn't right.
What is wrong with you?? The fact that i did not know anything freaks me out and it makes me wanna cry. What can I do to help? Knowing very well I can't. I hate this feeling.='(
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
He said...
He said that he will lead me all the way,
that everything will be okay
because he will be here every single day.
He said, I can call him whenever I needed him,
he will watch every step I take ,
and catch me whenever I fall.
Years passed by,
And I wanted to fly,
I feel that I need him less,
I told him to let me go.
But I do fall off sometimes,
and he is still there...
offering his hand to mine,
with a smile that will light up the gloomiest day.
But,I still doubt.
doubted that he loves me,
he never say that to me.
how will I know?
It's alright ...
I never told him that either.
But did he know?
I send a short message to him this morning.
I said, Happy Birthday! Have a nice day!
Mwahhhks!=)
maybe he will know?hehe~
Happy Birthday Daddy!
Look! It's my DAD!
I wanted to find the most handsome picture of him. But this was the first I saw...and it turns out that I don't have to find anymore. Maybe he is handsome after all..isn't he?
that everything will be okay
because he will be here every single day.
He said, I can call him whenever I needed him,
he will watch every step I take ,
and catch me whenever I fall.
Years passed by,
And I wanted to fly,
I feel that I need him less,
I told him to let me go.
But I do fall off sometimes,
and he is still there...
offering his hand to mine,
with a smile that will light up the gloomiest day.
But,I still doubt.
doubted that he loves me,
he never say that to me.
how will I know?
It's alright ...
I never told him that either.
But did he know?
I send a short message to him this morning.
I said, Happy Birthday! Have a nice day!
Mwahhhks!=)
maybe he will know?hehe~
Happy Birthday Daddy!
Look! It's my DAD!
I wanted to find the most handsome picture of him. But this was the first I saw...and it turns out that I don't have to find anymore. Maybe he is handsome after all..isn't he?Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Yea...learnt some lame thing today.^^
I finally learned some lame thing today. It is lame , I know, but as I'm no computer savvy...I am really happy that I learnt it today from a good friend of mine. Teng Fung!! Thanks for being patient enough to teach me step by step.hehe..yalar belanja u lar...LOL...
I thought posting an image was just having to press that 'printscreen' button and paste it..but I just can't and started to get frustrated. However, with a will to achieve..haha, I managed to get a very useful knowledge today.Laugh all you might...yea,I'm not good at everything.
So, this is it! Tadah~~I learnt to paint. That is an image of my restaurant,"De'Beers" in facebook, and my nine workers...who are very very hardworking because the boss feeds them every single day,365days a year, with an exception,they will have off day when the boss is having examinations .^^
Welcome to De'Beers!
And this image down there was a 'proof' that TF made...I told him to upload it..haha.for testing purpose..but i don't think it can be seen clearly...The examination release date for us, 2nd year Business students is 8th of March 2010!
OMG!Doomed....
I thought posting an image was just having to press that 'printscreen' button and paste it..but I just can't and started to get frustrated. However, with a will to achieve..haha, I managed to get a very useful knowledge today.Laugh all you might...yea,I'm not good at everything.
So, this is it! Tadah~~I learnt to paint. That is an image of my restaurant,"De'Beers" in facebook, and my nine workers...who are very very hardworking because the boss feeds them every single day,365days a year, with an exception,they will have off day when the boss is having examinations .^^
Welcome to De'Beers!And this image down there was a 'proof' that TF made...I told him to upload it..haha.for testing purpose..but i don't think it can be seen clearly...The examination release date for us, 2nd year Business students is 8th of March 2010!
OMG!Doomed....
....okay that is all for today.I love to learn new things. I have hunger for knowledge. Is it good or bad??haha,you judge.
My stomach is making lots of noises already...........herm..fried rice anyone?
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