emo~

Am I doing enough?
No, I need to compose myself,
Need to find a way out,
But ended up the same ground
round and round.

Am I a fool to think,
It will be over?
When the sun finally kiss my skin?
And dry my tears?
And wish it will turn to bliss?

Is this smiles suffice to hide this pain?
Or maybe you should just show me the way
out in the rain.
You will never understand these scars,
I've carried so far....

I wanna erase these memories,
But what if it doesn't go away,
Hunting me everyday,
I guessed I'll be okay,
A little more time...
It's gonna be okay...
Gonna be okay~

1st October 2009.

I hope it's not to late to blog about this. Actually, I supposed to prepare for lecture later, but if I don't do this now, I will never will....coz...the next 13 weeks will be super duper busy week! It was already the end of last week of holidays, I felt totally hopeless having to think about things I've never got to do with my bunch of gurlfrens for the past 14 weeks or more in the last semester. So, called up a bunch of friends and woot! guess wat? I did finally had a k-session with them~^^ We had it at Greenbox,Sungei Wang..the VVIPs are...melo,rachel,vivian,winnie,siewkien,kahyi,tengfung and jayson~ enjoy the pics, judge for yourselves!



VV,Winnie,Rachel and me~


Ahha,this is what we've done before the holidays end LOL! Glad that this outing became a reality. Bt honestly,the process was tedious*thanks to Sam who ffk me* but overall was successful ^^

The room was bigger than we expected, comfortable enough for 8 of us!

Sang our heart out for 3 hours, *but not satisfied*, the food was great. I had American Western Food but did not take a picture of it. We were only charged RM13per head including food*one of the advantage of being a student*=)

The fried rice not only looked yummy,it tastes great too!

After,that it was 2pm,still wana sing..but.."kena halau" already. Maybe "someone" voice too loud, the staff even open the door for us to tell us it's time up!Haha~ Luckily we still leave the room or else, we will be dragged out of the room! No choice ler, so ealry kena halau jor...no extend time...wer to go? We then head to Gasoline in Times Squre for a yumcha session~^^

The guys,Jayson and rikisukeomg!

Rachel did looked very seductive!=X

Yumcha and chat till 4.30pm and we call it a day.

WOW! so many pictures we took...but I guessed this is all I'm uploading for now...checkout facebook for more..I did had a great time,not sure about others. Thanks all buddies!weee~~at least a time out before classses starts!

Before I sign off, gonna wish everyone happy going back to college...It's time for another battle! This 6 subjects gonna be quite tough,no choice...kill them!Mwaks!

Love,

Bell~

A LATE MERDEKA!!!!

Done with dreadful papers...I went into the exam hall today, ready to fail...
Don't know what to do at the first week till the 14th week...this last paper was a total failure and yes, I hate it! However, maybe it's luck today to be able to do this alien paper!I have only 2 days to cover the 14th chapters after having Law and TAx paper on the 15th...How possible is that? Well...crazy as it seemed, I went home feeling drowsy,told myself to have a short nap. Ah~waste time, can't even shut down my brain..it will always be on standby mode..until I finish killing...*the papers*
I suppose to go out today~but ..really no mood. Gurlfriends, have fun yea~ and I hopw I'll be able to join you girls next week or so...plus I really need to recharge!haha~
So,now what am I suppose to do?Oh yea, pray hard for the resultsla!
Whatever it is, I would like to thank those kind hearted souls out there for giving me encouragement at the time I was about to give up~I went thru it, and I hope all the best for everyone. My mind is coming to a shut down, can't write much...so....zzzzzzzz~

Exam Fever!

Heh, relax.I'm not talking bout having fever here. At least the fever is gone 2 weeks before exams. And this time around, been really busy studying * and a lot of hair pulling*. Heks..Omg! I'm so stressed now. 2 papers gone, it's 4 more papes to go. Next Monday, having MIS paper..all the computer stuffs...not my cup of tea. I have no mood to study now. So, it's time to play Restaurant City in Facebook. Actually, I been sitting here almost the whole day,I'm feeling really miserable now allowing the time pass by without revising. HEng! MIS suppose to finish earlier, but when i looked back I realised...I had deleted it from my brains completely! Next Tuesday ...have to keep my fingers crossed..Deadly papers! Biz Law in the morning, TAx in the afternoon,tell me how bad is dat? Last paper will be MAF, on the 18th of September. This is the toughest paper this sem. I hate it! Don't understand anything of it. I don't wish to fail thou.So I had only 2 days to revise an alien subject with 14 chapters. I'm so doomed!

I really can't wait to finish killing these papers and by 18th of September, I'll screamed out loud the word "merdeka"!!! It's been a tough sem...My batterry is running out! Alright...to all of my dearest friends out there, good luck in your coming papers, easy to be said than done."Don't Give Up!" At least before you give up, do try your best!!
Enough of lepas geram here...its 12.57am. To make up for wasting time the whole day like a zombie...I *think* I will stay up late ...till the wee hours, *rather stay out clubbing*=X...to study of course...okay~bye for now..last words..."BEH TAHAN ARGHHHH!!!!!!" curtains down~

*don't miss me too much, be right back after exams*,cont....-*if I'm still alive*
Love, Bell~

Best Day of the month~31 July 2009

Finally , after weeks of crazy assignmetns and deadlines,*still working on it*, I finally went out for a movie and sushis with this 3 friends.
I did't not expect to go out lar, it just came so *on the spot*. But damn a lot of procedures, noe wat i mean ,haha~




Thanks mom and dad, for suddenly agreeing on this. Perhaps they saw me pulling my hair out the other day and decided to let me had some fun ^^
And so this the thing, they were so excited, but me in fact feeling so bad . There were time constraint and all, coz Rachel and I decided not to skip lectures, Biz Law wei, where can skip?
Plus all the rushing and stuff , we ate sushis at 1U and watch The ghosts of Girlfrens Past.LOL , is that the name ? so long wan the name ,i don't bother to remember, sumore so tired like hell!~



Less hyper la, drained out of energy already ma, but,this was the best day in July. Teik Ghee was the man of the day, coz he treated us sushis and movies and even drive us back and flo. Seriously , I felt so bad, having him rush.
Wong, you look so cool , with your A-levels results coming out soon. I wish you best of luck.No, you won't fail physics. Never, you are crazily genius enough for physics!
p.s- thanks Teik Ghee for rushing me home before 9.30pm or I'll have a house arrest for the rest of my life!hahaha~*over- exaggerating*XD and best of luck for your Project Managing paper. Call me for your good news^^

I need SPEED!

Pheww~ guess wat?! 30 JULY 2009, I finally had the chance to experience what is it like trying out an auto car.Damn easy! Juz that, I keep it slow coz i know the owner is sweating...hahaha~Telling me to turn the steering more ,slow down,yeah..I will try to improve..best thing is, I DRIVE AGAIN!!! I love the feeling of being behind the wheels...as if i can drift LOL~kiddin...i'm seriously joking. If Loong Ger saw this,he will not let me drive his baby again...so..hehe,parking next time?
Actually, I doubt myself...but i love challenges..so,I always bug Loong ger to let me drive his baby...finally he say yes wor..I tot I joking oni ma..but drive lor..around only lar..not scared but..worried..got 3 other lifes wei, not sked ar?
But guess wat? Teng Fung still can play cubic cube in the car next to me..Rachel sumore say want to try, and only ah loong sat behind to instruct me.I can do it lar..happy happy today!!
Thanks guys=)

Webs!!

Eww~webs here and there...It's like I just woke up from a grave..LOL no..a dream that took a million years.
First and foremost, sorry for not abandoning my blog for almost ..I don't know how long...1 month?..not sure...and thank you for my loyal supporter who mind visiting this full of webs site even I did not update..especially..u know who you are la..haha~*lollipop-ing*

Haish...almost 1 month, been busy like crazy.Tensions built-up on the way..but..but..seriously, I enjoyed it..yeah~ It's almost crazy with ongoing deadlines lurking, tests which seem so innocent but kill us silently contributing a good 40% to the final examination. LOL~Lucky...tips here and there help us to survive. After a few weeks of working and doodling in front of my idiot pc, finally 2nd assgnment finished! English finally printed. Tests finally half gone...Hooray! I wanna shout out loud! Been working on mIS assignment, its been crazy too...
And after so many of crazy zombie weeks of repeating my ridiculous routine, I came down with a flu again. This is the first time I got sick twice in exactly 2 months. The haze is bad, and I can even taste the smelly air when I open my mouth to yawn, *YAWNS* YUCK~y...

This month had been the most buziest, but seriously, I enjoyed every moment, treasure every second and felt happier after so long. Yeah, I have been accepting the fact that people can change fortnightly...even it doesn't make any sense. I have begun to give people chances to show me the real world. It sickens me, freaking me out...but I'm coping. I have to...What an alien!

Okay...would like to thank my parents. I love travelling...if I don't start puking on the way...
I told them that I wanted to go for a trip to Melaka. I went there when I was about 7 years old, and I missed that place. Place of much history, much brought down memories. I am tottally fascinated with the BABANYONYA lifestyle although it is not much conserved this days. So, we went there for a 1 day trip. The whole trip, I was a total zombie. I was so tired, I sleep all the way there, drop by grandma's house in seremban, then slept again, had lunch, slept again...until we reach Melaka,LOL~

And, I did something I wanna do so long, I did rock -climbing...haha~ Just a mini one but satisfying enough for now. Thanks to Sam for inviting me to join on the spot ~LOL! I hesitated at first, coz I'm kinda scared I won't be able to do it. And then, Thanks to June as well, she promised to climb first, then I have to follow..haha~that was fun,really^^

Erm, oh my...time is running, Loong Ger is coming earlier later we are going to have brunch with rachel before we head for lectures LOL~ISh..feel so sleepy now, gotta drink my coffee and swallow my Vitamins...

Sorry for talking too much without any pics, I promise I did take a lot of pics lately, but had no time to upload it....Next time..a sure thing. Got to get going...until then, miss you all~