Happy Birthday Bro!!

Happy 16th Birhtday Bro!!

Obviously,this is specially for the birthday boy =X mm~~

The birthday boy~

Red eggs is a must!

Yes...it's every year's affair...Birthdays ,anniversaries...what can I say...happy 16th birthday bro^^Actually,25th Feb is the actual date of his birthday but since he is so VIP on wednesday,we decided to celebrate it one day earlier ,that was yesterday.We went out for dinner as usual...came back and had a cut cake ceremony la..haha...ceremony...so formal la...

Ah,talking about presents...I'm feeling a little guilty,I have not bought him anything yet...

Guys!!What on earth can I buy for them?Headache lo!!Nevermind ...give him ang pao lo..but ang pao?I'm not married yet!Forget about it!I have 1 more weekend..I'll definitely get him something..a 4GB pendrive or at least "something"...I love shopping,it wouldn't be so hard right?Come on guys...give me some ideas please?

Freaking Worried la!!

Hurm...logged on to college website a few days ago..didn't expect anything ..but then...
The thing that bothers us for 1 whole month finally came to hunt us!Uwawa!!I don't want!!
It's written there...results date...wat!? Want me to die so soon?On 7th ar!!Stab me pluehzzz!!


Ok la....it's now or never...have to face it also...shit!On Saturday wor...damn!Since I know the date...I think I will have a good deal of nightmares..till it's finally over...Let's just stop talking about this results thingy ok..It's really freaking me out and I'm sweating =="

Saw the 3rd sem timetable...4 days a week..free on Friday..usual la...Friday..I'll be busy doing house chores...I'm actually glad there is no 8am classes!I hate ..so early !!Go there early oso..blur blur one...information won't masuk lo....but then again...no early classes means I have to wake early also wat...and I hate walking to college!!
Not really walking la...but imagine walking 100m to the bus stop,wait under the rain..if lucky..super hot sun,then wait for 45 minutes that seem like forever,to the LRT station and take the train to Melati station,and walk 100m again on this "notforhumanroad" and finally...reach the back door like you have just came out from the swimming pool..and find your class in that "youcansqueezesaltwaterout" shirt.OMG!How I wish I had a FairladyZ...drift into the college ,find a nice parking and no fuss,right?Okay...I should just stop dreaming..it's not even night yet!

Okay..another thing...I am actually expect 3rd semester to be better...First,because i am seriously bored holidaying for 1 whole month!2nd,this sem is only 7 weeks,and of course...I know everyone in my class *I think so* would feel like celebrating...*ehem* if u guys know what ,why and who to refer to~~U KNOW WHO~~okay..i didn't say anything...lastly...yes.,I have some friends asking me if I did miss them..ergh...I hate this~People paiseh okay...why? and why?...want me to say??!!YES!!I MISS U GUYS SO SO BADLY!!Happy?LOL~*blush*

Other than this 3rd Sem fever,...just now...while I was about to prepare lunch...I heard shouting and screaming outside...I just feel like yer..."why these people shouting like mad?"
I tot one of my neighbour,they have, if not mistaken 5 young hyperactive teenagers boys who always shouting and making the street like a shouting spree with their activities... so..I don't give much thought lo..but then the shouting continued..so..LOUD....and...unusual..and I went out to "kepoh" la...

One of the boys came and ask me.."ada orang kat sebelah?"I just look at him..and said.."entahlah.."Then I told my mum about it..she went out, and I got to know that my neighbour's car which was parked outside at the corner was just broken into ,the stereo was stolen...a high quality one la sure...OMG..Can believe?That was all the shouting about?!
The shocking part was...another neighbour saw everything,and one of the teenage guy saw this 2 person who was smashing the car's side window and started shouting at them to catch other neighbours attention!But...guess what?These rascals got the cheek to perform cooly...and even hold up one hand to tell them to wait!!OMG!!What are they made off?Damn!What happen to society?And..the bad news is..they got away with the stereo set..ERGH!!I feel like...KICKING them in their A**!!They are those culprit making our lives miserable!Why can't they just find a decent job and...become a good citizen?Why?!!Three words-GOD BLESS THEM!!

The Beginning~

Haha...here I am again...what else? To blog la...
I finally made a decision,a decision that would at least keep me urm~~"occupied" for some time I think...I don't know how long...but..at least for some time la...Yea!!I should be celebrating!!Why?
You ask me why?I found something to do la...Actually guys...let me tell you what I hate...I hate being bored...I can't stop finding things I like to do...I WANT to do lots of things..THINGS THAT I BADLY WANNA DO!!*if only i have the chance la*blueh...wait..wait ..till I gain my INDEPENDENCE...I don't know what I will do...LOL~ drifting perhaps?or...urm...join some camp?I don't know if I'm fit for these...but...as the saying goes.."Di sana ada kemahuan,di situ ada jalan"?Well...i am patiently waiting....although sometimes I'm freaking mad the fact that I am a girl!!duh..don't ask me why...a girl?YES...being a girl ..there are a lots...i mean A LOADS of disadvantages!!That explains everything..NO!!!....I'm not..what you think...I AM STRAIGHT!!I repeat myself...I AM STRAIGHT!!It's just that I think I would probably go out at night and not making my parents worried so much right?Am I right?*I can't let myself to see their worried faces...*they have been worried all their lives ...I can't be so selfish...yes I am..sometimes.But ..nowadays...A guy gets robbed too...RIGHT?So...maybe,it doesn't make any difference at all...So..heck...haha..yea..no difference. But being FEMALE...uh...you know what I mean ~~


Okay...back to the main point...what decision that I've made?I've decided that I will introduce Fragile Heart ...WHAT?! You asking me what on earth is Fragile Heart?Hello...stroll up..I mean real up...get what I mean?If you don't get it...leave this blog alone..you are seriously..SERIOUSLY NOT PAYING ATTENTION!!....I'm out of topic again...Okay...before I forget...my decision is to introduce Fragile Heart when it reaches its 10th posts...yes...thats what I've decided...So,I am quite oblige to keep on blogging...and blogging... of coz to keep myself busy ~YES ...I desperately need something to distract me from ...from... myself...When I'm bored..I tend to think negatively...ergh.!!That's me...duh...so...I write when I feel like it...when I am inspired,whatever makes me write..I will write...

However...as a human "BEAN"...I mean "being" I tend to make mistakes..infact,lots of them...from grammatical errors to...offending others....and before I do anything like that..or maybe has done it...I would like to...as the malay saying-"susun sepuluh jari meminta maaf"~~I don't know what izzit for...to let u guys chop them off with "parang"?NO...of coz not!I mean I would like to apologise..a sincere one...so...no hard feelings people,okay...PROMISE~~?*sweetest smile and a wink*=]

So...SO BIG!

Guess what I saw while I was hanging out some clothes this morning?!It was so big...and it is the biggest I saw my entire life!A rat!We caught a very very big one.OhMyGod~rats around here are breeding really well these days and I had no idea what they feed on that makes them larger than usual size.In time to come,I will no more be surprised if it becomes the size of a cat!No wonder now,cats are trying to stay away from rats...What happen?I remember one day when I saw a rat quietly sneaking by the bushes one step at a time,and the cat was sitting right under the car...I tot "yea !let me see some show!"Know what?The cat just yawn away...staring at the rat without even moving an inch...Duh!These cats are good for nothing than only visit our house to pee in our plants!No wonder these rats are left to grow even bigger!It's the size of a kitten of 2 weeks...!These rodents are not scared of human anymore...they stare and streak at you if u got too close..omg!People...becareful...u never know when they will jump on you and suck your blood like...like...okay....too much of vampires stories.But you know...anything can change.Myb neighbour came to look and was speechless when she saw it...she was also definitely amazed that I had the courage to take the cage out.LOL...I actually didn't realise it...even though I stood just an inch away from the cage while I was hanging out the clothes...I didn't bother to look...but when I turn around I was like...did I just catch a squirrel?When I tried to take a look at it...it stared at me back..and I think it was thinking-"What the hell are you staring at?Let me go or I'll suck your blood!"I just blink at it and brought it out.I think it weights about 1.5kg or so...I don't know...eww..rats!

Today...today...

Waking up to see the sun beaming against ur face was ..well very welcoming..especially,during these days...gloomy...no !"Don't blame the weather Bell.."I mumbled to myself..The weather is perfectly fine...great sun...long enough to dry up..well... all these clothes.But somehow, I don't feel great...it's because there are so many things that I wanna do which I possible can't,at least for now..Duh,i am glad I won't stay 18 forever.No I don't mean I wanna do drugs or stuffs like that after 18...wipe it out!It's just I wish for more freedom to make my own decision,to do things I want!!!Its my life,I want my life..is that too much to ask?Maybe I should just go with the flow...and wait till these chains break...hopefully before I finally suffocates myself.Its okay...i am going to be fine..one day...I will find my way out.

Cut the crap...I manage to spend the morning gracefully enough...and finally had something to blog about today.Mom gonna freak out if she knows*she doesn't allow me to touch her kitchen*except for washing up!!...but Hello!! ..how am I going to learn if I don't take risks?But...don't try this at home,if you don't have faith~take risks which are only worth taking.No...I don't mean to frighten u guys,Its not really life -threatening,but do this in someone else kitchen if possible~!haha...because it will stir up a mess..if you a newbie like me.Actually I found some recipes in the papers..I was really bored for a few days and when I read this recipe,I thought why not?Give it a try,even if it doesn't work out,I'll make sis and bro finish it...*evil laughs*

What really worries me is..finding the ingredients...flour -check,an egg-check,honey-check,fresh milk-check...but here it says self-raising flour...I only have corn flour...does it make any difference?I don't know...At least if it doesn't raise by itself*as it stated,SELF-RAISING,then I'm gonna raise it myself!!Whats the big deal anyway?Reading through the instructions,well...it is not tough,sift the flour ,sugar,a pinch of salt...put in an egg,pour in milk with honey...whisk....whisk..say a prayer...tadah!...laid it to rest..in the refrigerator for 10 minutes or so...Oh,the sausages ofcoz...heat it...tick tock..tick ..tock.10 minutes done.I think the bater had rest enough...,heat the pan...one tablespoon of bater...'pshh'~the bater cried..spread evenly thin layer...till golden brown.OUCH!!Thats not the bater,it's me.I burned my finger...duih...put the sausage on the bater when it starts to golden*it doesn't turn golden oso?*...roll it up an d serve..."aiya,no need so nice la"...i am the one who is going to eat them...

So?It wasn't love at first bite....wahahaha...I laughed at myself.It tastes more like Chapati...yer...the bater...I think too much flour..like chapati...haha.I pour in more milk....and try the same steps again....this time the bater is better.The piece of flour starts to turn golden beautifully..and crisp so handsomely~It tastes fine for me...I don't know what my sis n bro will say...I hope it is nice...at least it will keep their mouth shut!Shh~~I wonder who will dare to try what I made....and ...I hope you won't have to run to the toilet!;)

I wish I could put up a pose of my finger food,but I don't have the camera with me now...ergh!
Maybe next time if possible,when I'm prepared to mess up this kitchen again...."I'll be back~~~"

Loving Vampires.

Stephenie Meyer...You are famous because of me,hehe.

This is gonna look very good on my wall.

Twilight is a vampire movie which revolves around a girl,Bella and a hot vampire guy ,Edward Cullen.Edward find himself falling in love with a human girl,Bella.One day,Edward saved Bella's life and they begin to spend a lot of time together even at first,friends in school were rather afraid of Edward and some of them knew the reason behind it but choose to just stay away from him.Of course,as time passes,Bella begun to suspect something and tried to get some information and come to a point that she confronted him...and found out who he was,a Vampire.Her life is constantly at risk especially being around bloodsuckers.To make matter worst,there is another group of vampires who hunt human and found Bella's blood to be irresistable.The persistent vampire who is determined to hunt Bella,-James keeps on tracking Bella and finally traps her.Edward came in time to rescue her,and is responsible for saving Bella from becoming one of them by sucking the venom out of her.

What i write here is a very short summary of Twilight.Actually,when I first read it in newspapers,I told myself that I wanna get my hands on these books by Stephanie Meyer.There are actually 4 of them the first-Twilight which was released in cinemas last year,the 2nd book which I am finishing-New Moon,third-Eclipse and the last book-Breaking Dawn.Honestly,the book is so much better than the movie.By reading the book,although it's so much at slow pace..but i can imagine the characters like in reality.The movie,yeah can't deny,Edward is urm...irresistable,and Bella is pretty,but,the story is too simple I think...and like most of my friends said,the movie will be better if there is more tomato sauce...yea~BLOOD.Generally,the movie is too tame ...

But I am still looking forward for New Moon in action!!If I'm not mistaken,it will be released this November..ooh...so long~~~But I miss Edward so much already...aish..nevermind there are still books to finish...I'll survive..besides he visits me in my room every night.Haha~can't stop dreaming of the impossible...argh!!..bro is back ...gotta get lunch ready for him...chao~^^

Alas!!a brand new year^^

I am still mouring for u guys T__T

Hmm..at last ,found some time for myself,blogging.I wanted to do this so long but was busy with something else and expressing myself in a PC in the corner of my living room isn't very nice...privacy is all i have now for at least 1 week...to make this happen=] Actually...really,i been wanting to do this for so long....having my own blog but what discourage me was,i realize i had nothing interesting in the world to tell about...well about myself.Other than ,me walking around in the house,slogging in front of the idiot box doing nothing,then do some house chores....and finally juz laze around in my room....listening to musics... Ok..i know...you are probably bored reading all this stuff...coz i'm getting sleepy too writing this... Lets get something to say about myself...something that gives everyone out there a little idea or a little peek into my life.... This blog...I want to thank my little rocker friend,Vivian Ng...no she doesn't know i'm inspired by her...yes...Vivian,it's u!No...i'm actually inspired by her blog...haha~ I was bored then,having a whole month of hols in my hand seem nice...if only I could hang out more often and shop till I drop!!I read through her blog and it was actually entertaining!! So,the noble prize goes to her..no..her blog,for having me to start this.^^ You might be reading this somewhere at this year end...2009,i don't know... but for sure,I'll let my blog grow..before letting it out for the world to read...its still an infant here and i'm still a noob at this.To be honest..i've started some blog somewhere,but I failed to continue...because as I said,I need privacy to do this ,and juz incase this didn't start well...at least i might juz leave it and not having to feel guilty about abandoning it...hehe. Reminiscing last year,2008,I would have to say it was the worst,that's why i am really glad that I've have step into 2009 and of course I hope n wish it will not drown me like the previous year.But I don't hate 2008,I actually have grown up a lot from 2008.I will always keep it in my memory,its my teacher.Lets start at the beginning of the year,I was having a very very long holiday at home after graduating from highschool,say bout 5 to 6 months.*I'm not really fond of long holidays like that*All I do was waking up early to catch the sun and hang out the clothes,then watch the idiot box like zombie,then eat,and finally when night falls sleep...how pathetic is that!!? To make things worst,I wasn't allowed to go out that often...*being a girl sucks*because of some minority lurking on the outside world.Mom and dad,most of the time did not like the idea of me hanging outside often or even surfing the net too long....*i don't blame them*but I blame the idiots out there who made havocs!!Because of the news in the papers,in tv, mom n dad are always worried...so i was on a rebel side..and always had arguments whenever i wanna go out.Duh,what a nightmare!! The new year wasn't a joyous one,CNY that year was ok...then ko... what happen was family n I went pai nien at dad's fren house...after that we went for supper.When we got back to the car,imagine our horror!!It was broken into...and some of valuable stuffs were gone...including ang paos!!n my diskman..duh..duh ..T__T That is only February,come March...I continued to sank...then SPM results came out....DUH..DUH..Duh!!I was dissapointed and depressed...T___T Enough of this already~~April was fine,and came May.I started college... I was still under the dark clouds,I though at least...lets get someting new started!!I did not expect something this new ...I went to my library to read up some notes before my lecture starts...45 mins gone...i went out...and...all i could muttered was..."shit!"my bag was gone!!The whole thing!!I could not even imagine I was so bad luck last year.The rest of the year was not good,with a couple events of losing things....until the end of the year.*I'm glad I did not lose my head*.okay..all i have to say to that person who love my pink stuff so much ,"GOD BLESS YOU",for the year ahead~~*the pic up there,aren't they cute?* See why it was tough being me?I don't know what is lined up for me this year but I pray for the best...coz whatever happens,the day is going to creep by,albeit tough.But last year,the best thing ever happen, I got to know some wonderful friends,different interests...different tastes... some are introverts ,some extroverts..and many are like me "unpredictable".Some even are my 'lucky stars'..I'll see why~~