results out!

Should I celebrate this? Should I ?! Yeah..I think I should .NOt only me...of course.WEEEE should celebrate this time! HAish...the only sakit hati part is..I got B+ for english! Although I would like to blame that "someone"..but..it doesn't make any difference...ah! Okay....this is a miracle ...but hard work does pay...!

But, Yeah ..I know..this semester is tougher...I'm getting lazier ...but I can't hit the brakes..I want to accelerate! Friends ...lets accelerate together!^^
Love,
BEll

Oh...I can't stand these days any longer...What on earth is wrong with me these days? Feel like the earth had even stop turning again. Please please please...install me a new memory!If I can just tell you this....haish~I just know I won't. T___T continue to suffer >.< Focus lar Bell!!!

somethings better left unknown~

Aiks...just found out something that disturbed me..It shouldn't be...what is wrong with me?!
Why? I wanted to know, I should not wanted to know...wait...I should have not let this curiousity out of hand~Damn it...but why does it got to do with me?Stupid...but everyone has their own histories and stories right?..yeah.I should not be bothered...I wished..I can press the "delete" button in my head, right now~

emo~

Am I doing enough?
No, I need to compose myself,
Need to find a way out,
But ended up the same ground
round and round.

Am I a fool to think,
It will be over?
When the sun finally kiss my skin?
And dry my tears?
And wish it will turn to bliss?

Is this smiles suffice to hide this pain?
Or maybe you should just show me the way
out in the rain.
You will never understand these scars,
I've carried so far....

I wanna erase these memories,
But what if it doesn't go away,
Hunting me everyday,
I guessed I'll be okay,
A little more time...
It's gonna be okay...
Gonna be okay~

1st October 2009.

I hope it's not to late to blog about this. Actually, I supposed to prepare for lecture later, but if I don't do this now, I will never will....coz...the next 13 weeks will be super duper busy week! It was already the end of last week of holidays, I felt totally hopeless having to think about things I've never got to do with my bunch of gurlfrens for the past 14 weeks or more in the last semester. So, called up a bunch of friends and woot! guess wat? I did finally had a k-session with them~^^ We had it at Greenbox,Sungei Wang..the VVIPs are...melo,rachel,vivian,winnie,siewkien,kahyi,tengfung and jayson~ enjoy the pics, judge for yourselves!



VV,Winnie,Rachel and me~


Ahha,this is what we've done before the holidays end LOL! Glad that this outing became a reality. Bt honestly,the process was tedious*thanks to Sam who ffk me* but overall was successful ^^

The room was bigger than we expected, comfortable enough for 8 of us!

Sang our heart out for 3 hours, *but not satisfied*, the food was great. I had American Western Food but did not take a picture of it. We were only charged RM13per head including food*one of the advantage of being a student*=)

The fried rice not only looked yummy,it tastes great too!

After,that it was 2pm,still wana sing..but.."kena halau" already. Maybe "someone" voice too loud, the staff even open the door for us to tell us it's time up!Haha~ Luckily we still leave the room or else, we will be dragged out of the room! No choice ler, so ealry kena halau jor...no extend time...wer to go? We then head to Gasoline in Times Squre for a yumcha session~^^

The guys,Jayson and rikisukeomg!

Rachel did looked very seductive!=X

Yumcha and chat till 4.30pm and we call it a day.

WOW! so many pictures we took...but I guessed this is all I'm uploading for now...checkout facebook for more..I did had a great time,not sure about others. Thanks all buddies!weee~~at least a time out before classses starts!

Before I sign off, gonna wish everyone happy going back to college...It's time for another battle! This 6 subjects gonna be quite tough,no choice...kill them!Mwaks!

Love,

Bell~

A LATE MERDEKA!!!!

Done with dreadful papers...I went into the exam hall today, ready to fail...
Don't know what to do at the first week till the 14th week...this last paper was a total failure and yes, I hate it! However, maybe it's luck today to be able to do this alien paper!I have only 2 days to cover the 14th chapters after having Law and TAx paper on the 15th...How possible is that? Well...crazy as it seemed, I went home feeling drowsy,told myself to have a short nap. Ah~waste time, can't even shut down my brain..it will always be on standby mode..until I finish killing...*the papers*
I suppose to go out today~but ..really no mood. Gurlfriends, have fun yea~ and I hopw I'll be able to join you girls next week or so...plus I really need to recharge!haha~
So,now what am I suppose to do?Oh yea, pray hard for the resultsla!
Whatever it is, I would like to thank those kind hearted souls out there for giving me encouragement at the time I was about to give up~I went thru it, and I hope all the best for everyone. My mind is coming to a shut down, can't write much...so....zzzzzzzz~

Exam Fever!

Heh, relax.I'm not talking bout having fever here. At least the fever is gone 2 weeks before exams. And this time around, been really busy studying * and a lot of hair pulling*. Heks..Omg! I'm so stressed now. 2 papers gone, it's 4 more papes to go. Next Monday, having MIS paper..all the computer stuffs...not my cup of tea. I have no mood to study now. So, it's time to play Restaurant City in Facebook. Actually, I been sitting here almost the whole day,I'm feeling really miserable now allowing the time pass by without revising. HEng! MIS suppose to finish earlier, but when i looked back I realised...I had deleted it from my brains completely! Next Tuesday ...have to keep my fingers crossed..Deadly papers! Biz Law in the morning, TAx in the afternoon,tell me how bad is dat? Last paper will be MAF, on the 18th of September. This is the toughest paper this sem. I hate it! Don't understand anything of it. I don't wish to fail thou.So I had only 2 days to revise an alien subject with 14 chapters. I'm so doomed!

I really can't wait to finish killing these papers and by 18th of September, I'll screamed out loud the word "merdeka"!!! It's been a tough sem...My batterry is running out! Alright...to all of my dearest friends out there, good luck in your coming papers, easy to be said than done."Don't Give Up!" At least before you give up, do try your best!!
Enough of lepas geram here...its 12.57am. To make up for wasting time the whole day like a zombie...I *think* I will stay up late ...till the wee hours, *rather stay out clubbing*=X...to study of course...okay~bye for now..last words..."BEH TAHAN ARGHHHH!!!!!!" curtains down~

*don't miss me too much, be right back after exams*,cont....-*if I'm still alive*
Love, Bell~