I trust you.

I'm on my way to believing. Don't let me down.

The communication barrier.

And so I thought. I thought that communication barrier only exist between me and my mum, or my dad, or granny ,grandpa...or alien. But guess what I found out? I had communication barrier with you! We suppose to get along well, same generation right. WRONG! I am wrong. Most of the time I don't get what you are trying to tell me. and I am sure same goes to you. Most of the time I hear you talk, and try my best not to yawn ...and of course tried to understand you better b asking you questions. But when I talk, you obviously showed you had no interest or what so ever, making me losing the interest to share whatever amazing with you. I don't blame you. We are d.i.f.f.e.r.e.n.t.! I saw it coming in the first place. Just never know it came so soon. I thought I will be able to cope. Turns out I'm wrong. It's like I'm from a different planet. I don't know. It keeps me wondering why we get along in the first place and only the stupid annoying differences appear after........we get to know each other "better". I feel alienated from whatever topic you are trying to say. Sorry, I don't know how to say this but, it seems like we are from totally different dimension. Seems like a petty issue but it annoys me badly. Instead of trying too hard, to understand you, I decide to talk to you again when you have some time to spare for me. I usually don't have this kind of problem. I'm just trying to find out why.

Maybe I miss you.

It's probably the 2nd time in a month, I dreamt. About you and I. The weirdest thing was, in the dream, I will run towards you and give you a hug. Having my both arms around you made me want to cry. It's the warmth that I longed for. Or maybe... I miss you. But why, you? Since we graduated from high school,I only met you occasionally. Charming like always, with tones of friends. Thats what you are. You are one amazing person ever entered my life. I remember we talked about our lives. You had amazing dreams, and you managed to change something bad to something we looked forward. As I talked about mine, I cried. And it was your shoulder I cried on. I remembered it well. I felt I was the luckiest person on earth having someone to talked and hug. I don't know how, you just have that amazing aura in you. I was constantly inspired by you. Somehow, things changed. I don't agree with you at times, but being a close friend to you, I chose to support you all the way. And the dream I had, it's a proof that I still care about you. I wanna tell you that certain decisions that u make sometimes are really haste decisions. I worried that it might hurt you back later in life. I really hope that you know that you deserve better and make right decisions. You have so many friends,you might have forgotten about me, but I know I miss you. But, rest assured. You won't get to know about this, because isn't it too awkward to ask you..., ' Do you ever miss me too?'