Bell...control~

Bah...it's been 2 days in a row...My mood swings.Duh! And the rain...
Almost lose my temper today,a sincere apology,but I did my best not to speak too much when I'm angry,but some people are really good at heating up your blood to the boiling point and almost blow up your veins...

Luckily,GOD created ice-cream.Cooling my system down again...Nice ~and luckily GOD created my friends,we laughed at nothing but silly jokes...and sharing that cup of mango-soya,guava-mango ice,haha^^
And..I would like to thank them ...because of constant 'yumcha' session,I'm actually gaining weight!wee~~

And..finally..exam slips came to me...having 2 "ambigous' subjects! I don't know how to describe it but...OHR paper,I am seriously not sure whether to believe Sir or not.This term-'no return' and 'I don't "yam" people one' scares me a lot! How true is that?and another'read for fun'?Okay~he may think that it makes people have sweet dreams at night but...I'm worried.Plus...another thing that is bothering me,I'm not studying enough yet.Don't know why,I just DON'T!So used to doing thing at the last minute...only to cry blood at the end...Can't pull myself away from watching America's Next Top Model and Janice Dickinson's Modelling Agency.!

To make matters worse,the rain...uh!Yuck~whatever...have to bear with it! I only have a few days to go...and my adrenaline isn't rushing yet...what is wrong with me?!?!

Awesome Nineteen!

Woot!6 April 2009!Best Burpday ever!Thanking all my besties and everyone who made this so memorable! Did not expect them to do this,but YES ofcz...was touched to tears...*erm ,tissues pls...*Really,....appreciate this a lot!

Wow! They were good at this.A surprise B'day!!Definitely a great and unforgetable 1one! Wanna thank everyone that day for making my birthday a memorable one!What can I say?I'm was speechless and happy^^

My girlfrens n me...n the prezzies^^

Siow Jun,the 'Yeng' one...

Jia Yit,the Q and lovely one...

Julia...the...childish one...

Jas,.....the...the....erm....ET?haha=]

Zi Wei,the Q n Q n Q one!!hehe;]

Peace~^^





Arigatou again...to my besties who bought a Kawaii shirt for me...and yes it was too kawaii...sked it doesn't look good on me,haha..but decide to try on something different sometimes..TQ!!!Thanks again to Rachel n the gang,Winnie,Lee Teng and Vivian,for Edward..haha,I mean the DVD and of course the big poster*now ,Edward visits me in my bedroom every night now~^^*And Michael and Wei Jian,the red hair,thanks for the book...it's all about Edward LOL~Appreciate it a lots....and of cz the Secret Recipe rasberry cheesecake*gonna upload the pic soon...*and..and...everyone with their thoughtful wishes!*sobs*oh..and the KFC !!thanks for allowing us to mess up the place...and most importantly...my family^^Love u guys lotz!!Mwaks!!Not good at expressing myself here~*blush*

Oh...gotta get going...I'm late again!Gonna leave this blog alone for awhile...at least after catching up on some study on OHR and PF!Burpdays over...now...gotta start moving~cz exams haunting !!All the best to everyone who is facing the coming exams!GamBateh!!^^

Love,

Bell.

P.S: I want to quit smoking ...but...

still puffing away~

Ergh...how many times I said this to myself...that I want to do this...quit...QuiT!!! But...somebody help me please!! I can't! Bell ,QUIT!!QUIT SMOKING!!

Okay~I can imagine your jaws dropping to the floor now.Let me make it clear ..but first...mind closing the gap of your jaws?Thank you=]

Today...took the LRT to terminal and waited for the bus.Glad,wee~there was the sun,there is not many people...I was alone...scared but fine~Then came 2 guys,probably around my age,sat next to me,throwing glances as they settled down.I just continued to engross in the beautiful tune of YUI-Blue Wind.And then...this 2 guys started to smoking...ERGH!!! It happens everytime ! I can't sit and wait for the bus peacefully..I can't stand it..the smell of cigarettes..it makes me want more! I'm ADDICTED!!! I'm tempted!

OH no!..I'm just kidding*compensation on missed April Fool's Day^^*I can't stand it...it suffocates me..I get angry,annoyed to be precise. I decided to sit further away...Then,just 5 seconds passed,came a middle-age man,sat in front of me and started puffing away...ARRRRGGGGH!!!TAK TAHAN LAH!!!!...Turn left...an old man was doing the same...turn right, taxi drivers did the same..LOL,as if I were the only one a non-smoker there!

Then I decided to find a place further away...good. I was separated from these puffers by the soft drink dispenser there...great...and continued listening to my MP4...See why I can't quit,everywhere I go...they were there..puffing away..and puffing out dirty air from their lungs right into our dear fragile lungs!For goodness sake,I totally hate it when I am forced to breath their stinking breath when I was having my meals..DAMN!Polluting the air! I am forced to become a secondary smoker!YIKES!!!YUCKS!!If they just smoke lesser,i believe the air pollution wouldn't be so bad right?To make matters worse,while chatting with a friend just a moment ago,he confessed that he started puffing too! I wonder if he would just quit it before it's too late...

Alright,I can't tell them not to smoke if they want to continue burning their money,blackening their lungs~Okay...since I didn't blog a few days ago,I still remember what I suppose to report to you guys what exactly I did on Earth Hour..yea,that 1 hour.I went back hometown,and I can't tell my grandparents to turn off the lights,so when it was 8.30pm,I was suppose to go to bath..but...remembering the Earth Hour,I decided not to bath first, and convinced my parents that we should go out for dinner instead...So,lights were off...we went for dinner...turned off my handphone for 1 hour.Haha..that was what I did..anyway,my father joked that we did our part by switching off the lights in our home*since we were away*LOL~did that even count?no idea!!