Extra-OrDinary~

Great day...good weather,the sun shines~ It suppose to be just another day...but finally had a chance to collect my SPM cert with the courtesy of my highschool good friend. Was lucky,it was his last sem break that day. Woot! Haven't seen him for such a long time,it's so hard when someone is so VIP you know...the last time I saw him was in LRT station ,3rd Nov last year. He had losed so much weight,no more the Chubby guy .*he used to have baby cheeks in highschool*.The only thing he still has ,was his sense of humour which never failed to make me laugh*he used to drop by our class and make havoc!haha~juz kiddin*[wink wink]I know why...haha~shh~~

And so, we went to school...nothing much change, really...still the same building, a little renovation here and there, and a lot of unfamiliar faces.Imagine...we used to study here!Our alma mater!Took the cert ..duh!Okay...it doesn't hurt that much anymore.Went hunting for my brother to tell him he won't have to sit the bus that day...he must be so happy^^.On the way leaving, he exclaimed,"Where is the big tree?",there used to be a big tree opposite our front gate of the school,for whatever reason,they cut it down ...so students won't have the urge to take their time off by puffing their cigarettes there,I guessed.

Decided to go for lunch,manage to kacau Racheal at her home beforehand.LOLx~So...if I'm not mistaken,I remembered that this good friend of mine pantang whenever he sees anyone talks while eating. Well ...just to annoy him,I did just that...haha~He didn't say anything! In fact, we just kept chatting...oops!Bad habit~ He insisted on paying for the lunch that day,since he is working...and at the same time being a gentleman...*wao,isn't it hard being a guy sometimes?*I don't know about that!

I really feel bad,coz he caught me looking at my watch a dozen times while eating.Hmm~He just told me to relax...teasing me about being a Cinderella *when midnight strikes thingy?*Just wanted him to know that I'm sorry for being such .."ergh"!and I'm glad meeting him after so long,he still that happy-go-lucky guy!

Okay,let's call it a day.Gotta catch up on my PF.Having coursework next Monday!Haven't understand a damn thing! Again~thanks Teik Ghee for a great day^^

Turn off the lights!! [28th March 2009]

Only we can save our earth!

Aiks..feeling so lazy to blog...but I have something to say...about Earth Hour?
Yea...I'm suppose to feel guilty here..honestly,I'm not really into this earth thingy...No~Don't get me wrong...I might not be joining any activity that relates to "earth conserving" but...I don't leave my room without turning off the lights...,I don't leave the tap water on while brushing my teeth,*but I take time to wash my hair* LOL~

Oh so...actually,honestly...I have already decided to turn off my lights... on 28th of March in conjuction of the Earth Hour.I was so..urm how to describe?So..."semangat"if that what you decide to call it...However...now,again..I think I would feel guilty again...brr~Okay,how am I to explain this...Imagine turning off the lights and tell your grandpa and granma that the power station have cut off the electricity.Imagine sitting in the dark with them and expecting them to do nothing,their shining eyeballs looking back at you in the dark,and scaring the hell out of ourselves..OMG!I would do just that ,*turning off everything, including my hp*if I were to stay here..but, the thing is..I'm leaving for my hometown...to wateva u call it..not "celebrate"haha but...*i'm trying to find the right term for this,and still trying*[stop laughing Jas,at least help me to find the right term okay?]haha..it's damn funny by the way...oh..I'm going back hometown to ______ "cheng meng"..[pls,help me fill in the blanks with the right term]

Okay,maybe I should just stop finding lame excuses...If I were to turn off the lights,tell me...give me some ideas on what to do...what I should do.Not getting to surf the net in kampung is bad enough...and then this 1 hour...I can't read my Eclipse!!Okay,maybe I have mistaken 1 hour is equals to 60 minutes equals to 3600 seconds for 1 day!Well,it's just 1 hour!
It's not that hard after all ryte?But ...how about granpa and granma?!Okay,they probably think that we ,young people got nothing better to do...nevermind..whatever it is...off my hp,rest my ears from my MP4,turn off the idiot boxand the radio...so.."Bell can't be reach from 8.30pm till 9.30pm on 28th March!"and I'll be back to write about what exactly I did..during that 1 hour!A romantic candlelight dinner maybe?with granpa granma,perhaps?haha~unpredictably crazy!!See ya~Again...support Earth Hour! It's the least we can do to save our EARTH!!!MOTHER NATURE!!!

Like any other day~

7.52am , to be exact...again I amazed myself.The fact that I don't find trouble dozing off the night before even thought I woke up at about 11am yesterday,and went back for a nap at 2.30pm and woke up to say bye bye to the sun, it was already 7.30pm!Duh,maybe he was right after all,"izit the time of the month?"haha~oh...that explains it all...It drained my energy too...

Feeling so guilty now,for not completing tutorials...laziness is haunting me again!
Can't believe this..My eyes ...feel like going back to sleep again~*yawns*Okay,until now,I didn't receive any message telling me that PF is cancel...so I guess our plan is goin on~~*cheers*mm~~fries at last!*only those who is involved knows what I'm talking about*

Okay~there he is again...I think I can't expect to be alone even at this early hour...*when my eyes are still struggling to open*alright maybe it's the lullaby playing on my friendster profile...can't remember how many dozen times I replayed it...it's so beautiful...very ,very,beautiful...drowning me again and again,and I like the way it drowns me and I feel it ...to the point I felt like I'm in heaven ~*maybe it's just me* It's one of the theme song in Twilight,yes,the vampire movie.It's called Bella's Lullaby ,in actual fact, the title of this song is called "River Flows In You"by Yiruma.It is piano played and that made it more beautiful...
I wanted this song so badly...I want to listen to it every night~*ZiWei~u got that song for me already?*[ I bugged her to get me this song,btw thanks ^^]

I better get going now,having PF tutorial at 10...wait let me check to see if there is 1 miss call or 1 message...haha~I'm LATE!!

L.O.S.T

Title: L.O.S.T~


Lost myself today,
Trying to run away,
From confusions to illusions.

Went out through a door,
To feel better,
Didn't expect it to become so unfamiliar.

Alone,I was...
Trying to find the answer,
But I can't think any further,
I was almost a loser.

Standing there still,
Not sure if I should follow the crowd,
To get out,
Or take my own path.

But this insecurity,
Made me cringe,
Wonder if I would only run around in circles,
And end up in tears.

Maybe I was lucky,
To have found my way...
Looking at their faces,
This fears went away...

But I am still afraid,
What if I lost myself again?
What if I'll never find my way,
Like today?

~ 5.03pm~

Senses of sorrow~

Write for fun..inspired by nothing~

Title: Senses of Sorrow~ [S.O.S]


Shh~~
Can you hear it?
It's screaming again...
Banging against this wall,
That is threatening to crumble and fall.

Ouch!
Can you feel?
The throbbing pain,
As it stabs from the inside,
Threaten to creep out,
For the whole world to see,
Everything that is hidden behind these sheets.

Shh~
Don't wake me,
Even when the time is up,
Let me succumb to this fantasy,
This dream that never be a reality,
Can't you see?
I am happy here,
Isn't that what your wishes were?

Ouch!
I saw the pain in your eyes,
When I can't open mine,
Didn't want to realise,
This dream will always be the same,
And I will remain imperfect as I was.
Messed up like always~

So let me continue my dream...
Will you?
It's my heaven for now,
My peace I found,
No matter what the price I have to pay,
I have to stay...
Until one fine day,
When I finally find my way...
And, I hope that you will be there,
To tell me that I am awake,
To help me walk again.

I was tagged~GREAT!

The rules:
1. Your Name
2. Left handed/right handed
3. Favourite alphabet to write
4. Least favourite alphabet to write
5. Write down “The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.”
6. Name 6 of people you're gonna tag.

1)Belinda Teh Mei Yeng
2)Right..duh~I WAS Left!!My Grandma stopped me!cz it's a "pantang"?
3)Z?
4)none...really~
5)"The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog."
6)Ah LOOnG,Bong YAng,Vivian,Shaz...I have no idea!


wat is this for?!!no idea!

A blessing or a curse?

Lucky No.7~

Woot!

Red HOT!UNdeniable~

What did I tell u...it doesn't matter,wateva colour it is..it's adrenaline -rushing

Dark Lady?

Wa!!~Woke up to find PF tutorial cancelled again...izzit a blessing or a curse?

U tell me...Then got so bored ..decided to check out some hot machines...*thanks to Gan* he just perked me up at the right time...LOLx...

Let me tell u a confession of mine....I am actually really envious of Cristiano Ronaldo,the number 7 striker of Man Utd!!Yes..I AM ENVIOUS~Don't get me wrong..I'm not jealous of him coz he got to play football...or having a bunch of HOT chicks running to him anytime he want.I just feel that he is so lucky...even at a young age.It's just so ..UNBELIEVABLE!!!Oh yes!I am ENVIOUS!!How am I not to? All he said when he crashed his 1.6mil Ferrari recently was,"I'm thankful to God that I'm okay."Wao! If I were to meet him..I'm gonna have to ask him if his Ferrari was okay~Do u think his heart even wrecked a bit like his Ferrari?If I was to own one..I'll probably bash my head on the wall for making even the tiniest stratch on it.I know ..I won't have the chance ...*sobs*This guy would probably just get the car for a repair..and TADAH!,he is ready to crash it again...Even if he decides to ditch the hot thing,he had a fleet of cars..so it doesn't matter ...*btw, he had a Rolls Royce Phantom*ERGH!!! As much as I hated him,I loved him too...being labelled as spoilt..with well... good looks*although he don't look good all the time*,I am impressed...won the EPL and European Champions...42 goals!!Okay...man...you deserve it don't you?Ferguson is impressed too,isn't he?Thats why,Cristiano is the best No. 7!*although recently,Liverpool played a different tactic and won 4-1 against them*

Right,enough about Ferraris...I don't quite fancy them anyway,*consoling myself* I preferred FairladyZ...I am uploading some nice pics here to make up for some of the past "emo" posts..."gOmeNasAi~"I hoped I didn't bored u guys out...Come on..admit it! FairladyZs are irresistable right?! To be honest,I don't know much about these machines..but they just got my adrenaline rushing everytime they drift by~Whose fault is that?!Check out these curves, and the RIMS*I mean the car* ,tell me do u feel exactly what I felt?Okay..Imagine if u were a Man Utd fan and I tell you,you got to meet Cristiano in person...how do you feel? A Yeah! feeling!!Thats right!That's what I felt!

So,the conclusion....is this a blessing or a curse?Having to wake up and discovered that tutorials was cancelled?I don't know..and Jas...yes,I remembered the plan we had...guess we had to make it to another day...perhaps it was never meant to be~~*sobs again*